So last night my husband was in a bad mood and gave me the cold shoulder (even though I wasn’t what he was annoyed at.) I know he is still annoyed and I get the subtle reason it is at me. Though I don’t know what to do about it.
I think when you get married you get used to the friendship and love you get everyday. And this withdrawal is rubbing a character flaw of mine, exposing me to feeling awkward, out of place and alone.
The odd thing is I usually love being alone most of the time. But I am also used to the routine we have and his sudden non-acceptance does leave me feeling antsy. I guess I should probably study that feeling so i can understand why.