I noticed just a bit ago I am feeling a little down. I don’t know why exactly maybe because I haven’t had a moment to write my story because of all the other things I have to do and I didn’t write much yesterday. I haven’t felt down for a while so it is interesting. I used to have a strong depression growing up, but I managed to face the things causing it. Now I guess it is time to do that again. Once in a while I will feel the blues sneak up on me, and when I was younger I used to run from it by doing something that made me feel better.
It feels so against my instincts to face the pain, but I know it is really the only true way to deal with it. So for whatever reason it is here, I am here with it and am feeling it.